Sick Heart River

Leaning against what's next to me

Have no fear, won't see

Will it eat me up or bring me down

I'll gradually make up my mind

My mind

Revolution within myself

I'm puzzled, still overwhelmed

By the stories that you would tell

They always send me something

Revolution within myself

Within myself

Let me give my best

I won't depend

This time I will make

Another plan to find

What's left and nothing less

Still I won't tread

I'll find my own way

To make it all worthwhile

Call, call on me darkness

Wait, wait on me now

Won't you say

Say that I'm sorry

'Cause I won't wait

I've found another form

It's breeding life

It must have been there

The whole time when I was dead

'Cause I was pledged to emptiness

And now I've let myself

To see all the things

I just didn't expect

Still I remember

Still I repent

I'd walk through the never

Despite my descent

Reborn, acknowledging the part

of me that once was lost

I have repressed, too many years

My utopia was within my grasp

Doomed in absentia

Left to be sentenced

Still rising to cherish

All the things I have left

-Solo-

Call, call on me darkness

Wait, wait on me now

Won't you say

Say that I'm sorry

'Cause I won't wait