Epiphany

Watchin', watchin' as he took the holder off his shoulder

Fire in his eyes, hands gettin' bolder

Quiet, quiet, growin' excited

Dug him for his bank account, but really for his private

Damn about a mindset, really wasn't into that

Needed me some pleasin', John lookin' real fat

Laid back was his foreplay

All that was needed, needed was some of that

Started simple, massagin' on my temple

Pinchin' on my mountain peaks, that a sister's into

I responded, "Mm"

You like the sound, I like makin' it more

I fell for the rock and shore

Enough, he brought it close, so I could really see

Up close, he slid between my-

Sweaty with lust and sweat

Rode Mount Saint Scott 'til, oh-oh

Creamy lava landed on my skin and neck

Blended with my all day Chanel scent

This freakin' was incredulent, decadent

Flip side, stomach meets sheets

And he plows inside as if he's makin' beats

As if this year's harvest depended on it

Bendin' on it

Back on my back, old fashioned is renewed

Red toenail polish on whitewalls

Documentin' this freakin', ah

I must remember to thank him later

No, no, no, no, no, no, I take charge of the ship

Movin' with my back and my hips like my ancestors did

Speakin' the Bantu, Ranga and Tonga

But I've gotta stop all that to make it longer

But it's too late, I put him to sleep

Curled all up, spasm all in his feet

Feelin' all proud like I did somethin' deep

It ain't really nothin', it's the way that it be

For a North Philly sister, reppin' hard like me

But why do I feel so empty?