Good Things Go

Feels like it's rained in my head for a hundred days

(Feels like it's rained in my head for a hundred days)

Stare in the mirror and I look for another face

(Stare in the mirror and I look for another face)

And I get so tired of puttin' out fires and makin' up lies

Checkin' my eyes for some kinda light, but nothing's inside

And it feels like it's rained in my head for a hundred days

And I say I hate you when I don't

Push you when you get too close

It's hard to laugh when I'm the joke

But I can't do this on my-

Only you can save me from my lack of self-control

Sometimes bad things take the place where good things go

I've asked for forgiveness a hundred times

(I've asked for forgiveness a hundred times)

Believed it myself when I halfway apologized

(Believed it myself when I halfway apologized)

And it's not unfair I'm asking for prayers, but nobody cares

Going nowhere like falling downstairs while everyone stares

No one's there when I've asked for forgiveness a hundred times

And I say I hate you when I don't

Push you when you get too close

It's hard to laugh when I'm the joke

But I can't do this on my-

Only you can save me from my lack of self-control

Sometimes bad things take the place where good things go

No, I'm just takin' a shot

Ah, maybe I'm just too eager

Oh, maybe I lost the plot

Ha, I used to pity some people

I said they were missing a spine

Yeah, maybe the problem is ego

Maybe the, maybe the problem is mine

Really, I'm fine

Don't get too intimate, don't get too curious

This is just feeling like it's not that serious

Stare at the ceiling, feeling delirious

Fuck all your empathy, I want your fury 'cause I will just

Tell you I'm better then, better then

Spit out my medicine, medicine, ay

Drunk on adrenaline, -drenaline, ay

And I don't know why I

Say I hate you when I don't

Push you when you get too close

It's hard to laugh when I'm the joke

But I can't do this on my-

Only you can save me from my lack of self-control

And I won't make excuses for the pain I caused us both

So thank you for always standing by me even though

Sometimes bad things take the place where good things go