Til I Die

Lately I've been caught up in my feelings

'Cause I was moving way up, no ceiling

I grabbed a chance heaven sent

It ain't been the same ever since, yeah

I'm waking up, sweating every morning

Fighting myself in my dream, I'm my own opponent

Every now and then I pop a pill to numb it down

Voice inside my head, I need to turn it down, yeah

Can't hold it down any longer, I'm clipping

Swear all these people just praying 'til I'm slipping

One thing I can't ignore is that I'm different

The way I envision my future ambitions

Chips on the table, I raise to the max

Can't beat my hand, I'ma leave with the bags

Riding the wave I create on my own

I'ma jump in and give it all

'Cause I'ma do this 'til I die

I'ma do this 'til I die

'Cause I'ma do this 'til I die

I'ma do this 'til I die

They be like, "Aye, Jay, where the hell you going?"

I'm like, "Aye, you know?"

But don't be really knowing

What's the end goal?

I'm just focused on us growing

Necklace iced out

Boy, it's looking like it snowing

But one thing I know is take it to the top

Either that or we die trying

Every verse I write, I gotta make it hot

Brains over brawn, gotta Einstein

It's in hindsight but can't attain the dream

Gotta put in way, way more work

Fuck the bull shit, make it with the team

Everybody got their own worth

I ain't there yet, but I'm making my way

Fuck the haters, you can doubt me

I don't really care what you say

I'ma do this 'til I die

They all wonder why

It's probably 'cause I see my vision going past the sky

I'ma do this 'til I die

They all wonder why

It's probably 'cause I see my vision going past the sky

'Cause I'ma do this 'til I die

I'ma do this 'til I die

'Cause I'ma do this 'til I die

I'ma do this 'til I die

Way too many evils smiling on me

Way too many people doubting on me, yeah

They don't see what I be painting

Never chasing money, but I'm still getting famous

Filling out my bucket list

I ain't even noticed I got nothing left

Not settling for anything that don't deserve my time, yeah

Can't take away my light, yeah

Can't hold it down any longer, I'm clipping

Swear all these people just praying 'til I'm slipping

One thing I can't ignore is that I'm different

The way I envision my future ambitions

Chips on the table, I raise to the max

Can't beat my hand, I'ma leave with the bags

Riding the wave I create on my own

I'ma jump in and give it all

'Cause I'ma do this 'til I die

I'ma do this 'til I die

'Cause I'ma do this 'til I die

I'ma do this 'til I die