cope

I feel anything but safe here, I feel anything but safe right here

I feel anything but safe here, I feel anything but safe right

Right here, right now, right here, die slow

Right here, right now, die with the lights out

Fuck coping, I just wake up hoping I'm dead

Still alone and I know that it's all in my head

Just let me go, let me know, where we are in the end

Bleeding slow, on my own, is it all just pretend?

Hoe my life been shit, I am not worth shit

Tear run down my face, like blood and tears run down my wrist

This that self destructive shit, I might self destruct my shit

I might self destruct my whip, end my agony, my wish

Fuck that

I been killing myself from the inside

I'm so sick of this shit, like fuck real life

If I finish it here, is you still mine?

Is you still mine, am I still yours?

Yeah my temper with shit been like real short

Tryna' cope wit this bitch, she a real whore

I still look at my heart and it's still sore

Fuck coping, I just wake up hoping I'm dead

Still alone and I know that it's all in my head

Just let me go, let me know, where we are in the end

Bleeding slow, on my own, is it all just pretend

Is it all just pretend, am I coming or going?

Ashes to ashes but nobody noticed

Shut myself out, yet you still were the closest

Are you talking to me or am I losing focus?