When It's Over

What am I to do when I feel I'm so done

How do I go on when I know I'm on one

Wish I could explain seem like I got no one

Wake up everyday feel like I just want it to be over...

When I got the whole world on my shoulders

I could feel the end getting closer...

Feel like I just want it to be over

If I die would they miss me

Would they still pop up in my comments tryna diss me

They don't know my pops is doing 5 over 50

And I ain't hear from him in 3 months shit is shifty

I swear life is iffy

And sometimes I be over it

Feeling like I can't hold it in

Feeling like I can't go again

Hoping y'all ain't gone notice it

Been labeled as a bad girl

Just case I did bad girls

But everything you saw was product of a sad girl

In a mad world but I'm sorry

Everyday ain't no party

I'm not Nicki I'm not Cardi I'm a Dreamdoll but not Barbie

Everyday I get older

Swear to God I just want it to be over

What am I to do when I feel I'm so done

How do I go on when I know I'm on one

Wish I could explain seem like I got no one

Wake up everyday feel like I just want it to be over...

When I got the whole world on my shoulders

I could feel the end getting closer...

Feel like I just want it to be over

If I die would you miss me

Would you drive by and play me loud through the city

Or would you say Dreamdoll was just another pretty

Reality star with some ass and some titties... please

I'm the oldest of 5 tryna keep us alive

Outta Edenwald projects you learn how to survive

And I cry and wanna give it up

Cause they ain't tryna give a feature less I give it up

Thats real as fuck

And if the rawness offend you

I-magine what I been through

Cause it be messing with my mental they don't see my potential

My pictures off of IG

Cause fuck likes it's no love left inside me

(Geek Geek)

What am I to do when I feel I'm so done

How do I go on when I know I'm on one

Wish I could explain seem like I got no one

Wake up everyday feel like I just want it to be over...

When I got the whole world on my shoulders

I could feel the end getting closer...

Feel like I just want it to be over