Missed Calls

Member waiting for calls, but I ain't get em

Now I'm used to these drugs to bury feelings

And I ain't got no time for love cause that's just how I'm living

Know I'm lighting up again it's all for the healing

They done told me lots of shit but nah I ain't listen

Tried to do shit on my own they thought that I was tripping

Memories of me and you I can't stop the reminiscing

If you live a hard life you might make the wrong decision

Won't regret my mistakes cause they made me who I am

They gonna lie to ya face cause no not everyone your friend

Know I fight pain everyday I'm still gon smile for that lens

And all the love be so fake they trynna hurt you every chance

I ain't never cared for haters I embrace them

Only care about my family and that paper

I can't quit up on my dreams no imma chase them

I don't care bout chasing fame I'm chasing greatness

Nowadays I feel surrounded by some frenemies

You was away my whole life feel like you dead to me

I was always by your side I hoped you'd never leave

Thinking why you had to leave before I go to sleep

This my letter to home

Since a younging I done felt like I was all on my own

We was barely face to face I had to speak through a phone

I might see you once a year but that's the life that you chose

Member waiting for calls, but I ain't get em

Now I'm used to these drugs to bury feelings

And I ain't got no time for love cause that's just how I'm living

Know I'm lighting up again it's all for the healing

They done told me lots of shit but nah I ain't listen

Tried to do shit on my own they thought that I was tripping

Memories of me and you I can't stop the reminiscing

If you live a hard life you might make the wrong decision

I got anger in my heart but it hide behind a smile

Know that I grew up with pain that cant happen to my child

Know our love won't ever change even though it's been a while

But our love won't be the same n that's your fault it ain't mine

It's a cold world

And life ain't fair

So get over it

No you weren't there

Had to roll w it

I know you still care

But it's over with

Over with

Member waiting for calls, but I ain't get em

Now I'm used to these drugs to bury feelings

And I ain't got no time for love cause that's just how I'm living

Know I'm lighting up again it's all for the healing

They done told me lots of shit but nah I ain't listen

Tried to do shit on my own they thought that I was tripping

Memories of me and you I can't stop the reminiscing

If you live a hard life you might make the wrong decision