Something I Never Had

Do you see me?

Do you feel me like I feel you?

Call your number

I cannot get through

You don't hear me

And I don't understand

When I reach out

Well, I don't find your hand

Where they wasted words?

And did they mean a thing

And all that precious time

But I still feel so in between

Someday, I just keep pretending

That you'll stay

Dreaming of a different ending

I wanna hold on

But it hurts so bad

And I can't keep something that I never had

Well, I keep tellin' myself

Things can turn around with time

And if I wait it out

You could always change your mind

Like a fairytale

Where it works out in the end

Can I close my eyes?

Have you lying here again

And Then I come back down

And Then I fade back in

And Then I realize

It's just what might have been

Someday, I just keep pretending

That you'll stay

Dreaming of a different ending

I wanna hold on

But it hurts so bad

And I can't keep something that I never had

Am I a shadow on your wall?

Am I anything at all?

Anything to you?

Am I a secret that you keep?

Do you dream me while your sleeping

After all?

Someday, I just keep pretending

That you'll stay

Dreaming of a different ending

I wanna hold on

But it hurts so bad

And I can't keep something that I never had

That I never had

I wanna hold on, but it hurts so bad

And I can't keep something that I never had

You don't see me

You don't feel me like I feel you.