Dismal;Eternal

Cast down from the pedestal

The control is shifted from within myself

Feeling far from lucid

Falling into ruin

I can feel the fear clawing at the back of my skull

Now I see through the eyes of my infection

My hatred has consumed me

I can feel the adrenaline coursing through my body

Hemorrhaging begins

My screams falling on deaf ears

Scratching at my throat, I beg and plea for mercy

I feel the infection take hold

A sickness so vile and bitter It corrodes

Blistering the skin as it exits the body

It burns me but nothing can stop it

Brought back to life once again

Just to see my convictions now dissipating before me

While my screams are falling on deaf ears

Subservient am I

A peasant forever bound by chains

Insatiable hatred bred within one man

Clawing its way through the flesh to the surface

Forced to reap the crops once sown

Before I lie down with my fate born of malice

Caught in a maelstrom of contempt as blood pools into my eyes

I reject former allegiances while all my thoughts are becoming uniform

As I await the satiation I so crave

I begin to cut down the masses

The perpetrators of my rage burrowed deeply inside

An endless hunger for destruction

I cannot fight back

This disease

This plague Is overwhelming me

Bow before my law

As I insight the fear of this tormented essence

Blasphemous scriptures, excoriating life,

The thought takes over, this hatred is my only light

My flesh entombed in a realm of ash

Suffer eternal, I know this pain shall never pass

The last inkling of sanity has been erased

My pain remains as these useless minds turn into waste

Stripped of all pleasures of life, the void filled by agony

This disposition seeded from deep within these wounds

Eternal suffering as I slip further below

Leaving behind all fragments of what was my pained existence

In becoming that which I once feared

I release the essence into the abyssal depths

Dispersed into the everblack

Hollow