girl in a china shop

I'm a stupid Socrates

Wear skirts with all my soccer tees

I push out all my best friends

To invite all of my enemies

And I am kind to what is cruel

I starve myself to feel more full

While others drink for confidence

I drink 'til I'm incompetent (ooh)

I want the boys who don't want me

Ignore the texts that I should read

I'm always on my phone

Talking about why I'm so lonely

I look my best when I feel my worst

'Cause love doesn't count if it doesn't hurt

I am a lightweight, I am a daughter

I am a dead weight, I am a monster

I am a girl in a china shop

Counting the damage can't pay the cost

I break things, I take things

Composure I'm faking

Compound my mistakes

Until everyone hates me

I am a girl in a china shop

Scared that my worst is the best that I've got

I only hurt the people

Who would never hurt me back

I go on shitty dates, make the good ones wait

I know there's so much wrong with that

I disappear to feel more seen

Habit of breaking routine

To tell the truth, it's nothing new

I carry a baseball bat and a broom

But I'm the most breakable thing in the room

I am a girl in a china shop (ah)

Counting the damage can't pay the cost (I can not pay the cost)

I break things, I take things

Composure I'm faking

Compound my mistakes

Until everyone hates me

I am a girl in a china shop

Scared that my worst is the best that I've got

(Ooh) scared that my worst is the best that I've got

(Ooh, ooh)

There's not a delicate bone in my body

I just wish that someone would stop me

There's not a delicate bone in my body

I just wish that someone would stop me

I am a girl in a china shop

Counting the damage can't pay the cost (hm)

I break things, I take things

Composure I'm faking

Compound my mistakes

Until everyone hates me

I am a girl in a china shop

Scared that my worst is the best that I've got