Bloomless - demo

I'm miserable, twisted in the sheets

35, with a mattress on the floor

Called Heidi on FaceTime yesterday

I'm not crying it's just my allergies

That was bullshit, just like my freedom was

I just needed time (time)

Now my worldview is so negative

Without you my life is

Bloomless

Bloomless

Flowers don't grow since you went away

Ruthless

So ruthless

When she moved out she took the bed frame

It's vulnerable in my head

When you text me I'm filled with dread

If it's freedom I'm all about

Then why am I having these doubts?

You're Stevie Nicks I was your biggest fan

Now I'm Lindsey Buckingham, out of the band

I want to call you but I know I can't

Because you're no longer mine

Bloomless

Bloomless

Flowers don't grow since you went away

Ruthless

So ruthless

When she moved out she took the bed frame

I can't do this

I can't do this

Every day without you is a living hell

Bloomless

Bloomless

Flowers don't grow since you went away

Bad decisions, my self righteousness

My true love was you

Got home from tour and you were right

Without you my life is

Bloomless

Bloomless

Flowers don't grow since you went away

Ruthless

So ruthless

When she moved out she took the bed frame

I can't do this

I can't do this

Every day without you is a living hell

Bloomless

Bloomless

Flowers don't grow since you went away

You went away